lowest of low, highest of high

Caffeine overdose is fascinating, especially when you’re jittery and trembling in pseudo excitement but your eyes weigh a tonne each. 

See, Cat. This is what you get when you sit on things AND still have the balls to continue sitting on them. 

Its times like these when I start thinking of other stuff. Like climbing. Man. I think I’m obsessed. 

I can’t stop thinking about Femme Noir. It’s like another Crystal, physically (and mentally) impossible and such a fucking tease. Just like falling in love, don’t you think? I’m in love with Femme Noir, then! And Balan – can’t help but think about her 24/7 since I cheated while doing her. HAAAAAARHARHARHAR. 

I wish it was Sunday already!

Anyways, be jealous. Tomorrow’s my first TVC shoot (:

Full day, 1st call time 8am. Chee Bye…

But on the bright side, it’s pretty major and I was part of it! EEE HAPPY ONLY! Too bad we’re not allowed to take photos and stuff. Would have loved to show off evidence of me having fun while you pull your nails out  tell you all about it!!

Anyways, I’m happier than happy, too! I killed a cockroach and scotch-taped it to our growing boy’s post-it. I think it’s prettier than the cockroach he so gallantly presented on my messy desk. It’s exoskeleton gleams under the florescent lamp and it has this awesome brown gradient that ends with a translucent backside. Such a fine specimen. 

I don’t ever want to grow up but seems like I’ll be forced to be 21 before the year’s out. FUCK!